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2009-12-27T06:46:00.000-08:00

eysmahamad.blogspot.com.

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9 march .

2009-06-07T00:19:00.000-07:00

in the middle of the flowing seasons,

I suddenly feel the length of the days.

during the days when it is too busy,

you and I sketch out our future.

Placing their love on March's wind,

the sakura buds continue on through spring.

rays of an overflowing light,

little by little, warm up the morning.

After giving a large yawn,

I'm a little shy being by your side.

Standing at a new world's entrance,

I now notice that I'm not alone.

If I close my eyes, you are there.

under my eyelids you live.

How strong it could become

As for you and me, I want to be together

The dust carried by a whirlwind,

entwines with the laundry to be done,

Just before noon the white moon in the sky

I was somehow fascinated by how pretty it was

Although there are times when I can't do it right,

if I look up at the sky, even being that small

The blue sky is sharply clear

the sheeplike clouds quietly sway.

the joy of waiting for flowers to bloom

if it's sharing that with you, that is happiness

If I close my eyes, you are there.

under my eyelids you live.

How strong it could become

As for you and me, I want to be together





for you si sengal ;))

imbas kembali.

2009-06-06T22:17:00.000-07:00

hari tu , aku kene on kan vid cam. umi suruh. kenapa ntah. sbb nk cek which cassette yg dah full kot.
there're a few cassette yg sgt lama. zaman 2004 pon ada.
hahh. yg 2004 tu lah buat aku rasa , "mmm.ok ,"

Oktober 2004.

kami semua pergi cameron highlands masa tuh.
ada semua.the whole big family including my late sis.
it was the most happening holidays we ever had.
haha.mungkin sbb aku budak kcik time tu *djh 6 :)

tau knapa best ?
sbb tu lah the last holidays we went together with k.long.

bila umi play kan vids tuh.
aku pun layann.
sampai satu scene.
she was in that scene.
aku terus paling,
"mm.oke , "
air mata trpaksa lah ditahan.
i'm not a sober.

dah lama aku tak imbas balik muka k.long.
hmmm.
rindu ? tak payah crita lahh.
katil atas aku dah 5 tahun sepi.
she's the great sis ever.

frankly , aku tak pernah terfikir aku akan hilang dia.
tapi dah terjadi.

semoga k.long tergolong dalam kalangan para mukminat dan solehah. aminn .;C

hampeh.

2009-06-03T21:07:00.000-07:00

it's not working ! haaaa . i want to have such a slim fit body ! haha *perasan gilakk.
tape ah.at least kurus sikit kt pipi pon jadi ah.
fyi , i've visited one of my old friends last two days . once i entered her house , her mom was like ,

k : hai . lame tak nmpak awk.

e : *senyum saje

k : awak nmpak berisi . sedap sgt ke mkn kt skolah

e : *peh,direct gilakk. haah mmg gemuk lah aunt.ntah lahhh.

aduhaii. they also noticed .malu. ;p
I go for a jog every evening and every morning if bangun lahh . but then , ummy msti msk bes2.
I've to limit my meal . huwaa. so difficult.
ok2. I don't care. By hook or by crook , I must jog everyday and kurusss.
hee :D wish me luck.
it's not easy man.

tibatiba rasa jeles dgn syz.
mesti makcik tuh happy gila kt sana.
enjoy ah ;) bila kau nk balik syz.habiskan lah Alevel.
then we can hang out together ! :p
imysm :DD

*tudung kau wujud lagi !

refresh.

2009-06-02T21:03:00.000-07:00

haa. :))

I've msg him last night. haha. it's funny. He still remmber me.
know wht .aku bosan gila smpai aku kene msj dia. hee :)
but , this morning (just now) my mum gave me something.
"haha," it's the old teddy bear tht he gave to me one day before i move to SSP.
still in a good condition.it's the small one.I'll never leave it after this.
oh. don't worry. he's already hv his own partner.
the sad part is , she's JJ.

aku tak fhm betol kenapa diorang nih suke sgt dgn JJ. haha ! :D
even si tutt tu pun berkenan dkt JJ.

well , I've finish study Sejarah F4 just now.
Miraclously , I found tht learning Sejarah isn't tht bad.
"senang lah jugak ," haaaa. ;p
InsyaAllah , I wanted so badly to score my history papers.
hampeh gila midyear hari tuh.
7D is in my hand.haha !

never mind , I still have 2 months left to cover everything.
hv faith in yourself lahh eysma ! :))
oke.I can , I can !

ps : currently busy with my English Learning class.
with my mum :)))

boredom.

2009-05-29T07:40:00.000-07:00

haha.itu yang melanda diri kami si fivers nih.

tapi maybe bukan untul ajk HKSBP ;p

mereka penat .

ayu paling poyo mungkin.

regret.

2009-05-29T07:14:00.000-07:00

yeah.that's the only thing i can say about my feeling rite now.

ngek lah.i wish i could stay for HK.

nvr mind. ;C

oke.the pic ? it's the fountain.

located at the centre of Seri Puteri hostel.
haha.look like a 5 stars hotel.

sejak HKSBP.

spirit SSP aku semakin membuakbuak duhh.

ntah lah.dahlah menyesal tak stay.

sangatsangat :C

this is the truth

2009-05-15T02:48:00.000-07:00

bodoh.aku tak DESPERATE.

tidak akan.

2009-05-15T02:18:00.000-07:00

haha.selagi aku kembali ke pangkuan mak aku. selagi itu aku tak post cerita baru. ;D

nak BALIK !

enough.

2009-03-26T01:38:00.000-07:00

ok.it's enough.
i'm totally sad.
or what do i have to say ?
act , i'm not sad but it's just i can't stop from thinking bout it.
urgh.
why and why and why.
but,last few days.
i'd totally changed.
hehe ;p
what do you have to have is DETERMINATION .
yeah.
and it works .ngee ~
Alhamdulillah.
i wished it would be 'istiqamah'.
and i'll never skip what i'd planned . ;p
thanks Allah.
for giving me this golden chance.

fuh.

2009-03-13T03:36:00.000-07:00

just back from SSP. wow.it's a tough week.Fivers were busy with the motivation programmes.

hari tuh. dengan si FUNNEZ. pecah lemak aku ketawa.
btw , AV did a great job.malas nak kutuk lagik.haha ;p

apa apa punn. FOKUS !

yesyess.itulahh yang si abang tuh cakap hari tuh.
aku tak nak mainmain lagi. anda pun wahai SPM candidates !

go Orion. insyaAllah , Allah will help us!

yeah.

2009-01-29T22:56:00.000-08:00

homework siap sudahh ;p rasa bahagia dah dapat cover form 4 ! ;DD

pengajaran bersama .

2009-01-23T05:06:00.000-08:00

apa yang kau nak cerita kat sini tiada kene mngena dengan sesiapa. cuma ianya satu pengajaran buat semua orang.

semua nih berdasarkan apa yang aku dengar dan lihat.

aku pelik dengan manusia sekarang.especially those typical malay lah.
by the way , untuk pengetahuan semua orang except those SSPean ; the hottest issue in our school is about 'The King Of All , The New Juniors'

everybody and everyone hates them . macam apa yang aku perhatikan la.

i repeat , everybody

aku malas nak cerita panjang berkenaan minah minah kaya tuh.

tapi apa yang kau nak cakap.korang ; even kita sekaya Bill Gates sekalipun , we don't have to act like we're the king of all.everyone has to listen to us.

because what , people HATES this kind of person.

yes , if we're rich ,we owned everything. we'll get EVERYTHING.
but , in reality we got NOTHING.

aku bukan nak protes. Tapi , bila kita berat sebelah ,kita akan menyusahkan banyak pihak.

dan setahu aku lah.orang yang tidak ADIL which means , tidak meletakkan sesuatu pada tempatnya , itu adalah satu kesalahan di sisi Allah. i don't have the power to judge wether it's sin or not.

tapi , bila kita ada akal yang BERGUNA and mungkin akal kita LEBIH sikit dari orang lain , kita sepatutnya tahu yang baik dan yang buruk.

kenapa manusia sekarang tak pandai nak menilai baik dan buruk sesuatu ?

sebab semuanya dah dikaburi dengan harta benda yang mana suatu hari nanti pasti akan ditarik oleh-Nya.

semua tu tak kekal.

believe it lahh.

kalau minah minah kaya tuh tak mnyemak kat depan mata kau tak pe lah jugakk. lantak kau lah.

ni tak. setiap hari mesti nak muncul depan aku.

minah minah ni memang kerek siot ah. semua complete.

they're The Riches who doesn't have manners. plus , tak bersyukur langsung.

hmm. to all minah minah nih.

aku harap korang sedar. KAU dan AKU jauh beza umurnya. at least , kau respect aku . aku boleh layan lagi.

oraitt.

setiap hari aku mengumpat minah minah nih.susah betul.bagi aku dosa jek.haiyaa.

tolonglah semua.please changed. :C

wonderbang mania (:

2008-12-31T22:54:00.000-08:00

HAHA. before this i'd fight with Didi about Big Bang. but now i'm interested eith them ! damn. they're so COOL ! too cool until ican't stop watching their vids.

HAHA :DD suka mereka ouhh -_-

tapi yang membuatkan aku lagi teruja gila nak mati . diorang memang selalu digandingkan dengan WONDER GIRLS . tapi semalam wonderbang buat perfomance yang hawtt gila sial ;p

the wonderbang !

nak tengok ? search sendirikk kat youtube oke :D

p/s ; keywords wonder girls big bang special stage 081231

New Year Celebration.

2008-12-31T05:36:00.000-08:00

Just be moderate.

Ingat Allah.

Semoga 2009 menjadi yang terbaik buat kita semua :)

Especially the SPM Candidates :)

May we suceed ! Gambatte ne !

thots.lack of time lahh

addictaddictaddicted :)

2008-12-31T01:24:00.000-08:00

HAHA.

tu je ah yang mapu aku nak buat first².
damn . aku tak tahu lah. aku dah kemaruk sangat dengan negara mata sepet tuh. urgh.

JEPUNJEPUN. tak pun KOREA.

haha.bawak bersabar. tapi tak boleh jugak. aku rasa kalau tak dapat study kat Jepun.mesti gila babi ah aku frust menonggeng.

that's why . this coming 2009 . i've to create new attitude.haha. be more focus and more hardworking. i really² have to go to Japan !

time doesn't wait for me. yesyes , i've to be more faster than time. hee :)
hmm.it's all about determination. i'll not make my parent dissapointed.of course. we wouldn't right ?

tapi bila on je PC. fuhh. semua web aku nak layan. mana tak nya.

BUANG MASA.

a lot.

tak wondergirls , DBSK.

tak pun mungkin drama² Jepun yang semakin membuatkan hati aku gian nak tengok setiap hari.

kenapa lah TV² kat Malaysia nih tak de lahh pulakk cerite macam tuh.nak kene on PC.wasting the bills.

hey , but i hope so this 2009 will be the sweetest year ever.

such ? of course get those straight A's ! InsyaAllah.

tu je lahh. aku dah gian sangat kat si DBSK n wondergirls nih.tu je kot.

salam akhir tahun !

memoirs of 30 DISEMBER

2008-12-31T01:06:00.000-08:00

yess² lupa plak. 30 Dis hari tuh masuk empat tahun kakak aku pergi meninggalkan aku :C

AL-FATIHAH.

the truth is , i really² missed her !

rasa pelik bila teringat balik. dulu aku selalu gaduh fight dengan kak long . but now i even can't see her anymore. rasa macam semalam dia meninggal.

seronok.HAHA.

2008-12-31T00:12:00.000-08:00

hari nih aku masak sendiri :)

seronok ah. my mom and my two little bro pergi beli buku kat sekolah diorang.
penat lah jugakk ^^ but , pukul !! tadi kitorang pegi Jusco Tebrau.

'Bedtimes Story' we watched that movie . wey . sumpah , best siot ! aku gelak macam orang gila :DD scene sensored dia sikit je.

HAHA. so , budak² dibenarkan menonton. sesuai seisi family :)

right now , i've got nothing to do. tapi macam biasa .view thweondergirls page and² of course DBSK :)

3 more days before i left this house :C

etika kerja.

2008-12-16T06:12:00.000-08:00

mm.kisah ni tak de ah bape best.tapi kisah ini telah membuka hati aku untuk post new blog.heheh ^^

actually , my father got his new staff just early of this month. sebab staff lame die dah keje kat tempat lain.ayah aku kan dentist. tapi die ni very tidy person and very sophisticated. then , if ader org nak apply jadi staff . mereka harus :

berbaju kurung , bertudung , rajin .

haha.

hehe.so , nak dijadikan cerita, minah nih baru habis SPM tahun nih lah kan. la , biase ah ,budak² habis SPM nak cari duit poket ^^ so , minah bernama Y ni pun apply kat klinik bapak aku. kebetulan pulak staff yang lame tetibe hangin bertukar nak resigned .

ayah aku kata die kenal aku. ouh . lupe bagitau . die ex-majidi.

HAHA.

tau kenapa die kenal aku ? hehs . sebab (bukan nak berlagak eh) , ye ah . dulu kat majidi aku ada lah jugak dapt² awards nih . die kenal aku. mane tak nya . cikgu sekolah tuh bukannya betol. gambar students semua nak pampang kat board. tapi , aku tak kenal langsung ! so what ? aku tak nak pun kenal.

then , satu hari nih . mak aku cerita ah. mase tuh die nak jemput ayah aku kat klinik. so , mak aku pun naik ah atas. mase bapak aku keluar dari office die , si Y ni kat kaunter.

Y : eleh , doktor suke ah tuh nak balik. bini jemput.

cop² tak tau lah kan bagi korang ape perasaan korang. tapi. at my side and my mom side , what on earth are you talking about dude ? MAK aku sendiri bengang die cakap centu. hello , be professional . my dad is not your friend. stupid lah . baru masuk kerja.

tu baru satu , lagi satu yang paling aku bengang. cuba kau bayangkan , pekerja kau yang baru masuk kerja . and then , she/he is younger than you . boleh tak pergi bagitau bapak aku .

doc , hari nih birthday saye . tak de hadiah ke ?"

S**T.

yang bestnya ayah aku pun agaknya kesian , pergi ah belikan die cadbury .
wow ! mesti happy tahap gaban enn ?

one week after that. birthday ayah aku menjelma. my father came back home with in his hand a present from that girl. si Y tu bagi buku ape ntah. tak hengat ah.

"HAPPY BRTHDAY DR.AHAMAD.MAY GOD BLESS YOU. and ape ntah lagi. but , the best part is ,

FROM , YATIE THE CUTE

duhh. meluat sialll. aku tak tau ah nape an. tapi tadi . ayah aku bawak aku and adik beradek aku semua . pergi buat scaling kat klinik.
muke kau sal tak boleh blah ah ? tak senyum pun. lantak kau ah. menyampah lak aku tengok.

tu monolog je.mati aku kalau cakap depan². HAHA.

moralmoralmoral; bila dah masuk kerja . you have to know the ethics. you can't act like you want. be professional if your career need that kind of attitude.

LBNL , i hate to see her in that clinic ! sorry ^^

9 NOV 2008

2008-11-07T21:22:00.000-08:00

haha.tak tau nak tulis ape kat title.btw , hari nih tak de pape yang mnarik.just ader cleaning session kt school.biase la nk cuti.mm.act , tak tau nak mrapu aper kt blog.duhh ~ guess wut ? recently mmg aku addict giler la dgn DBSk.huh.tak boleh klau tak dengar lagu diorang satu hari.tu lah hari2 oline.haha.kesian org lain tak boleh online :) sorry . mm. dah nak cuti , mase cuti busyy weyy :D tau nape ? tuisyen la~ this is da first tyme i registered for tuition. haha. dasyat ? tak de la. seumur hidup aku. tak penah weyy tusyen. msti poyo giler budak2 tuition. haha.ape la jadi agaknye nnti.org msti pandang rendah kalau aku budak SSP gi tusyen.damn~ we all still student la.bukan nye genius.cume lebih siket jep.urghh ~ biler aku dgr mmber aku kater die ckp die dak SSP , but then gi tusyen kne sindir. la~ tak slh pon.mengisi wktu lapang mase cuti ( haha.poyo (; ) tp kan, kalau aku tak tusyen msti aku melewey kt uma.hehe. sia2 waktu. dahla nk SPM next year.hah~ btw , cite bab2 SPM nih , smpai skrg aku blom decide lagi nk jd aper. ngee :D tak der halatuju (: plus , aku still tak percaye yg aku dah besar ! haha. weyy , msti la, badan cm tikus . pendek ! mcm ni ? duhh ~ tak nakla dah 7teen tp bdn cm bdk djh satu .oopsyy! no.no. tak mungkin trjadi.aku selalu doa.haha. supaya cepat tinggi.korang doa2 kan la aku.malu la.eheh (: mm. then , nnti mst aku kene blaja jauh ( tak kesa la oversea ke tak ) hehe. mm. honestly ~ aku jeles giler vavai la sape yg jd exchanged stud.mmg la dorang layak.tp prasan ingin pergi mst ader kan ? mm. that's why la. aku tgh try arranged balek cara aku . blaja , hidup kt SSP. insyaAllah aku boleh :D. mak aku kater kalau org len bole nape kiter tak. btul kan ? aku jeles gak , angah dpt gi jepun next year.biler dpt tau JPA accept dye rse cam nk pengsan ! ( haha) yep la.die yang tak minat lgsung jepun n slalu kutuk aku suke jepun tbe2 dpt pergi.damn ! rse cam nk ikut je.skrg die lagi fasih dari aku.hee~ dulu aku try blaja sendiri siap beli buku jepun online lagi.haha.tp skrg da terkubur da buku tuh.nk kne fokus kt SPM>aku harap sgt dpt.tp kdg2 aku rase mcm aku takkan dpt.hmm.yep la.aku tak de la pndai sgt.biase2 je.tp slagi aku mmpu . aku akan buat yg terbaik.dpt gi korea pon jadi la.ahha .dpt la tgk DBSK! huh~ [addicted weyy !] mm.next week da balek.mak aku dtg sni dulu , tgk cik naim . die balek dr UK.ader conference.hah~ die ni lg sorang paling aku salut giler la. dah lah pandai , hakim pertama kt Malaysia buat pHD.duhh~ kdg2 aku tnye mak aku.hakim pon boleh buat pHD ekk.he's totally rich.tp2 , die tak pnh kdkut.besides,aku rse die byk kluar duit.tp tak prnah habis.try to be like him.he's blessed.dah tuh , skrg ngah smbung blaja kt UK 10 bulan.fuh~ mmg mantap.tp slagi ilmu boleh dicari mmg perlu dicari ek (: .

next story , smalam lala anta parcel kt aku.baru je bbrapa mggu lpas ,a ku call nadia.ktorg twar hati dgn die.sbb ? die jauhkan diri dari kitorg.mmg sdh siot.kdg2 aku mls nk ingat bdk2 majidi lgi.duhh~ sume luper mmber kot. mls nk dtg lagi. then ,smlm aku punye la beriyer amik parcel.tbe2 die yang hntr.terkejut.tak yah citer la.dlm kad tuh , siap ckp lg , "walaupun pic ko aku n naida ader kt cermin aku n aku tgok hari2.tp aku tak pnh hiraukan" . fuyoh ~ mmg honest giler. sdh gak la dgr. and skrg ni lala tgh happy ngn bdk2 kt sane.jeles siot.dulu aku slalu kongker,tp skrg aku dpggirkan .:D mm.bia la.aku mls nk fikir.kdg2 aku tak tau,.btol ke decision aku.msuk sSp.kdg2 btol2.tp kdg2 rse sdh.sbb aku terpkse tgglkan tmpt jtuh dan bangun aku [majidi] .next year , nano + dill dah takde.hehe. dorang cool la~ aku syg giler ORION 0509 .EVEN , aku just freshie.i'm still appreciating them as my family.our batch our pride rite ? mm.smlm call mk aku.ternangis :DD . yep la.aku rse cam frust msuk 5U.haha.spatutnye bagge ekk? tapi , aku mmg tak boleh la.gabung ngn org pndai2.aku terikut rentak dorang.slalunye tak pon.tp kt sini mmg aku terikut.tp aku akan try la.huh.aku tak harap pon msuk klas tuh.mm.tak kesah ape klas skalipon.yg pnting brape kiter skor utk SPM rite ?
msti aku rindu giler nk lpak2 dlm klas ngn syun , mimo,gob , shu , bee , dayah , oddy , a'a, amalia , qill , syira , tiya n sume bdk 4T.damn~ i'll miss u all.mmg la aku takkan sombong.tp2 , next year dah nk kne fokus kt study.tk boleh nk buang mase.byk bnde kne cover.

uih. pjg sgt aku mrapu.td tak tau nk tulis pe (: abeh , bosann ~ mm . baru 2 je posts.yg laen byk dah pdm. :D stay tuned.gtg la~ btw , 4TEKUN , i'll always miss u.we 'll always stay fren.u guys really rawks my world .thanks!

.insulting.

2008-09-26T08:33:00.000-07:00

duhh.insulting.and she is too insulting enough to us in j**3.i'm not bad as you think la cuz i'm revealing bout my dormate's attitude.but , i hav too.haha.until todayy , i still can't understand her.why la she can't accept us like others.rite nad ?are we too bad to her ? nope. we can just shut our mouth n sit back like nuthing happen while her mouth was full wif sucks words.so sarcastic.act , we're just like wanted to bang her head.but that still not enough.hey big bee hut . ? can't u explain to us.wut n why ?each n every night weyy , mulut tak reti nk syap. duhh.fyi , recently .we just guessing oke.mm.she is trying to be friendly wif those jj.hekel.dulu punye la jp.wat da ****.seriously n frankly speaking la.i really hate her so much much.AND.forgiveness will come across her if she tell us wut is going on wif her.

heh.last2.ble pikir balek.why do i care bout her ek ? mm. try to let go awayy that sucks feeling towards her.but . i need tyme oke. unless she shut her mouth up n pretending like nothing happen.urggh.sorry la big sys.next tyme i wouldn't do these again .heehehe.

thetrulydeeplysincerely,

.eysma.